I went to the hospital last night to see my dad and I have to tell you that it was a very disturbing thing to see him laying there in that bed hooked up to all those tubes. It was so hard to see him in so much pain and knowing that the Dr’s have no idea what is wrong with him made it all the more horrible.

You know it really is amazing how quick things can change. I was just there to see him on Friday and for someone that hadn’t had any food in 10 days really was looking pretty good. I can’t imagine being hooked up to feeding tubes…I love food way too much lol.

My dad has always been a very active man, a workaholic might be a better way to put it. I think maybe that had a lot to do with why it was so hard to see him like that; helpless and out of controll of what is going on with him.

I know my dad just hates to be there in the hospital right now, I’m sure he feels like he should be working or doing something other than being sick and helpless.

Maybe there is a reason that he is there in that hospital other than the fact that he is sick. Maybe he has something to share with someone and this is the only way he could reach them. Somestimes your body is just trying to tell you to slow down and when you don’t it makes you.

We all need to take care of ourselves mentally and physically. You need to slow down and learn to take life one day at a time and then enjoy it. Don’t spend all your time working, life is too short for that. Take some time every day just for you and do something you enjoy doing.

Be a lover of life and of yourself! Don’t wait till it’s too late to do the things you want to do. You deserve to live a happy and fullfilling life.

You are Awesome!

Live, Love, Laugh,

Kathy @~}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`